signing*

I had a crush guy in my class since sem 1, but I never said anything about it. I only told a few friends who were close. Yet another girl from class guessed it out by the way I look at him that made me more cautious while I'm around him. The whole of sem 1 I just dithered over not looking at him much but still I couldn't suppress the feelings I have for him.

During semester 2, I got to know him better. But still I tried to keep my distant.

Sem 3, he came to sit beside me during lecture. I was a little dissapointed when I found out that I wasn't in the same group as he is then but having him beside me was more than enough. He doesn't really talk but I still like sitting beside him.

I know that today will be the last day I can sit beside him and the last day I will be in the same class as him. I didn't pursue him was because I can't bare to fall into depression again. I remember my time when I had to go through depression and I vowed to never ever go there ever again!!