Call me shallow but I think I have a new target. I met him a long time ago, I think it was just the beginning of sem 1. During orientation night. He was a friend of my friend's. He was not that attractive that time, with that crew cut and the singlet. But I did notice his muscles.
I haven't seen him for a long time, but on Monday while I was sitting in the courtyard waiting for the next class and he came by and I 've got to say he looks good. I couldn't recognise him at all. He wave at me but I just stare wide eyed at him thinking if he was waving to someone behind me. Then I finally remember him and smile at him. And I talk to him, deliberately clapping myself on my back for complimenting how good he looks with longer hair. He asked about mine too, and I was surprise he remembered. I was amazed at my bravery at telling him my intentions to let it grow long. I wanted to mention on that day's blog entry but I didn't, or more accurately, deliberately missed out on it since mum was beside me.
I could not stop thinking of him. I saw him today again but was too in a rush to say much, but this time it wasn't because of my usual "reaching at the nick of time" timing. I was early - for once- and I was outside of class because I needed to get a book. And I met him on the way back. I think he has a girlfriend, which is a factor that will stop me. I can't help thinking that this time it is better then my old crushes because I am actually on talking terms with the guy.
Except for the fact that I found myself alone in the library again. But I met my friend Max again, I saw him at the Media hub at first then again at the library. I swear, the way we are behaving people would think we are having a relationship... Well we're not, we're just friends. Friends that live near each other so I can ask him for a ride home.
Thursday 14 August 2008
Monday 11 August 2008
Not so boring
Today wasn't as boring as last week, I have spent my time writing furiosly on my blog while the others were somewhere else. I found out, and to my horror, I have to do a presentation tomorrow morning. I'm not prepared!! I thought it was just a stand at your place and show what you have found thing!! But it isn't!! Oh no!! that means I can't be able to watch the Olympics on TV later!! sign*
Well at least there is a little more entertainment today. I spend my morning createing a very boring brochure while the others went all out to do theirs. I was so ashamed of mine that I wanted to delete and not past it up. But all in all, it was interesting. I actually learn how to use photoshop and I can finally do more then just typing on the microsoft word.
I ate lunch, RM4.50 a small plate of noodles. My mind kind of stalled when the girl served me the noodles. It's a small plate!! Not big! The last time was RM4.00 and I heard on the news that noodles have reduced price and yet!!
Well at least there is a little more entertainment today. I spend my morning createing a very boring brochure while the others went all out to do theirs. I was so ashamed of mine that I wanted to delete and not past it up. But all in all, it was interesting. I actually learn how to use photoshop and I can finally do more then just typing on the microsoft word.
I ate lunch, RM4.50 a small plate of noodles. My mind kind of stalled when the girl served me the noodles. It's a small plate!! Not big! The last time was RM4.00 and I heard on the news that noodles have reduced price and yet!!
Wednesday 6 August 2008
I'm Lost
What was I thinking?? Why did I give up a perfect opportunity to be able to visit the main campus?? I have other excuses to tell if someone asked so why didn't I go?? I just gave on the 1 opportuinity to be able to visit the guy that I have had a crush on since Form 3 and hadn't seen him since our graduation. I didn't see him during results day too.
Well, I have other excuses to want to visit the main campus:
1. is that I haven't seen my girlfriends for a long long long long time. We could have seen each other if her paranoid boyfriend hadn't had a last minute change of mind.
2. I haven't ever been to the main campus in my life!!
I just can't believe I actually passed on this!! Doubtless there would be much hugging and air-kissing. I really miss them!!
Well, I have other excuses to want to visit the main campus:
1. is that I haven't seen my girlfriends for a long long long long time. We could have seen each other if her paranoid boyfriend hadn't had a last minute change of mind.
2. I haven't ever been to the main campus in my life!!
I just can't believe I actually passed on this!! Doubtless there would be much hugging and air-kissing. I really miss them!!
Monday 4 August 2008
early in the morning
sign* I have class at 8am this morning, then I would end at 12pm. Which means I will be able to enjoy the rest of the day at home in peace and quiet. Today is a bad day and tomorrow is too, the signs that show that today is a black day on the Chinese calender was my dad.
Not even 8am and he is already shouting his head off about everything, plus all the swear words you can imagine how horrible it sounds if you're not a morning person. Luckily I"m may not be a morning person but I do love spending some extra time in mornings. So I didn't complain but only sulk throughout the whole car ride to school. Mum actually asked if I woke up on the wrong side of the bed because of my sulkings, well who wouldn't sulk when the first thing they encountered in the day was a shouting father with all the swear words coming out??
School wasn't much fun either. My friends are all distant, not one I could hang around permenently and call a close friend. I wish I can find someone to call a close friend in college. I wouldn't mind if the person is a different race or religion just as long as I have someone to talk to and to teman me most of the time.
I also discovered that My not more the 1 month old cell phone has a glitch. Well it has been showing signs of problems not more then 2 weeks old, it is restarting itself just like my old nokia 6600 when it's hardware was spoiling. And then a few weeks later the screen was muddled and the whole thing needs to be restarted because I couldn't see what was going on. Now the shortcut button is out. Is there no end to my cell phone problems??
I came to the media hub to find my usual favourite place occupied by the annoying and noisy girl that so annoyed me yesterday, I have to take refuge upstairs in the stinky light bulb.
Not even 8am and he is already shouting his head off about everything, plus all the swear words you can imagine how horrible it sounds if you're not a morning person. Luckily I"m may not be a morning person but I do love spending some extra time in mornings. So I didn't complain but only sulk throughout the whole car ride to school. Mum actually asked if I woke up on the wrong side of the bed because of my sulkings, well who wouldn't sulk when the first thing they encountered in the day was a shouting father with all the swear words coming out??
School wasn't much fun either. My friends are all distant, not one I could hang around permenently and call a close friend. I wish I can find someone to call a close friend in college. I wouldn't mind if the person is a different race or religion just as long as I have someone to talk to and to teman me most of the time.
I also discovered that My not more the 1 month old cell phone has a glitch. Well it has been showing signs of problems not more then 2 weeks old, it is restarting itself just like my old nokia 6600 when it's hardware was spoiling. And then a few weeks later the screen was muddled and the whole thing needs to be restarted because I couldn't see what was going on. Now the shortcut button is out. Is there no end to my cell phone problems??
I came to the media hub to find my usual favourite place occupied by the annoying and noisy girl that so annoyed me yesterday, I have to take refuge upstairs in the stinky light bulb.
Sunday 3 August 2008
Back to Schoool
The new Semester has started. I'm not thrilled but I have a few subjects set on the timetable to look forward to. Intro to IT and Media History sounds interesting, even better is when that we can use the Apple Macs in the I-Lab. Brilliant!!
I think I shlould really start driving for myself. Atleast find something to do during the breaks while waiting for a different class to start. The timing is just ridiculous!! Tuesdays I have to wait for 3 hours and on Wednesdays I have to wait 4 hours untill the next class. At least Fridays I get to go home early, I'm not at all complaining about having to wake up at 6am in the morning to go to class. I hope they wouldn't change the timetable anymore, I like Firdays, no longer having to end at 5pm like during the 1st semester.
I think I would go for some car pool activities. I can save on petrol and I can have a little company while walking into school. the problem is to find a person to carpool with. Any suggestions??
I also should really start to add more things to my blogs and link more with others. Oh and Mel, happy to be able to join!! But I need someone to teach me add the stuff. Anyone knows how to add photos into the blog please leave a comment. Oh and if you know how to add music leave one too.
I shouldn't be complaining but I really need to start finding someone that I can stick to. I've been hanging around with several different people and the result now is sitting in the Media Hub typing the moody message alone. That isn't what I want. I need a good friend in college just like in High school. actually I have several good friends and gangs to hang with. But why am I finding it so hard to find a close and good friend in college??
Well I've got to pen off here. I have to get to my next class. My first ever Media History class. I wonder if it would be boring since I perceive the Teacher as a no-fun type. I think I will grow to like Intro to IT though, the lecturer is friendly and young too. I thought he was a student who had entered to wrong class when I first saw him. *laugh*
Results of the Hungarian Grand Prix
1. Heikki Kovalainen
2. Timo Glock
3. Kimi Raikkonen
Felipe Massa had an engin failure while leading the race
Lewis Hamilton suffered from a tyre puncture.
I think I shlould really start driving for myself. Atleast find something to do during the breaks while waiting for a different class to start. The timing is just ridiculous!! Tuesdays I have to wait for 3 hours and on Wednesdays I have to wait 4 hours untill the next class. At least Fridays I get to go home early, I'm not at all complaining about having to wake up at 6am in the morning to go to class. I hope they wouldn't change the timetable anymore, I like Firdays, no longer having to end at 5pm like during the 1st semester.
I think I would go for some car pool activities. I can save on petrol and I can have a little company while walking into school. the problem is to find a person to carpool with. Any suggestions??
I also should really start to add more things to my blogs and link more with others. Oh and Mel, happy to be able to join!! But I need someone to teach me add the stuff. Anyone knows how to add photos into the blog please leave a comment. Oh and if you know how to add music leave one too.
I shouldn't be complaining but I really need to start finding someone that I can stick to. I've been hanging around with several different people and the result now is sitting in the Media Hub typing the moody message alone. That isn't what I want. I need a good friend in college just like in High school. actually I have several good friends and gangs to hang with. But why am I finding it so hard to find a close and good friend in college??
Well I've got to pen off here. I have to get to my next class. My first ever Media History class. I wonder if it would be boring since I perceive the Teacher as a no-fun type. I think I will grow to like Intro to IT though, the lecturer is friendly and young too. I thought he was a student who had entered to wrong class when I first saw him. *laugh*
Results of the Hungarian Grand Prix
1. Heikki Kovalainen
2. Timo Glock
3. Kimi Raikkonen
Felipe Massa had an engin failure while leading the race
Lewis Hamilton suffered from a tyre puncture.
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