excited!

I am sooooo excited! I have just been recruited in DBSKnights blog!! Now I wish I can end my japanese lessons fast because I still can't manage to post things up whenever I found something because the original news is either in Korean or Japanese which frustrates me the most! I've beem learning Japanese but I still can't understand it!!! But what can I do? My Japanese classes are on hold due to lack of students and I can't do anything about it!

I hope they would find enough students fast because I'm already forgetting what I have learned in the past 4 months!!!!

xo J

TVXQ! Love

Today I went to pick up my bride's maid dress in Lot 10 and then went shopping around, now that I've think about it I should have taken a photo of the Mirotic poster that was stuck on the window facing the door of the Tower Records store there. Maybe I shall update this post when I've got it, but anyway my main purpose of going shopping today was to go get a jacket from the store that sells all the Korean stuffies.

I found the Tohoshinki Best Selection album there!! But it costed RM120... Well anyhow I couldn't have any thoughts of buying that since I wanted to buy a jacket, I found one that is the same design that Jae Joong wore but too thick and you know that it is expensive, RM250. I saw one that is white with adorable cartoons on it but I don't know who was the person on the photo but its cute!! And another black jacket with gold cartoons on it, they are both RM200...

You don't really think that after a long period of time I would just blog about those petty things do you?? Of course not! Here's the main point.

Feeling dissapointed that I couldn't afford the jacket that I wanted I returned to Lot 10 and entered Isetan, I didn't notice at first but after a few steps I noticed that they were playing a Japanese song, whose song?? tentulah Tohoshinki!! My heart actually and really skipped a beat and I just grabbed my mum and froze at the middle of the road. Jae Joong's voice then Junsu's voice, my gosh so brilliant!! well too bad the song was already nearing the end. As my mum went to look at clothes I was just dreaming in Cloud 9 replaying the song in my head...

I really didn't know that I like TVXQ to this degree!! I thought I was just another normal fan!

For those of you that has never heard of My Destiny, here it is:



Enjoy!!

Xiah Junsu's Mozart

Pudu jail photos

out all the time

I haven't written for a long time and the time hasn't been going smoothly. I'm still suffering and for no reason I'm really really tired...

Well no surprise since I haven't stayed at home to just surf the internet for like a long long long long time. It started last week that I've been going out for the whole day and not returning home untill late at night. I went to KLCC on Friday and then Midvalley on Saturday, and thinking about midvalley definitely makes me smile (those that knows the truth you will know why).


Then on Sunday I went to Loshana's and Shanthi's house where I laughed my ass off with my long-time-no-hang-out friends.

Monday was as usual only I stayed back a little later before going home. Then on Tuesday, class ended at 12pm but I stayed back to film that stupid video with the irritating people. And of course on Wednesday I couldn't go home because I need to stay and help out with the editing of the video.

And finally today, class got canceled and I didn't go home instead I went to Jun xiong's house to admire his desktop. Don't bother thinking that I will stay at home tomorrow because I'll be going out for a fine dining session and then head to KLCC where the others are gathering for some window shopping...

*sign I'm tired but I'm making myself more tired rather then resting...

What I am going to do??

My parents just purchased a new phone that is of no brand. Its made in China and a touch screen that costs only RM400. Ya, I know cheap, but what about the radiation that phone emmits??

I just can't believe it! my parents just bought the phone without even talking to me! I'm the one that knows the latest technology and that which is more reliable! But no! they didn't even talk to me or just plain tell me until they brought the damn thing home!!!!

Everyday they tell me not to sit too near the tv because it isn't healthy or don't face the TV or the notebook (BAby Kimmy) so much or put the notebook outside the room or switch off the main switch when you're not watchding the tv. And now they themselves bought a phone that emmits high radiation!!

There is one thing that I learned while growing up is to practice what you preach. I've always been angry whenever they don't do as they taught me too and now this situation just pisses me off. I don't even care about my vow to never ever say a curse word now I just want to shout it out!!!

They want to get cancer fine, I'm still young I don't want to die so soon!!!!

complicated

When did my family became so complicated? All my life I grew up alone I have no one to play with when I was a toddler and I have no one to talk to when I was a secondary school student. I can be considered luckier then an average person but the luck is only limited to that, it meant that I can never be a winner in any lucky draw games.

I have an almost average family, the only different is that my siblings are more then 20 years older then me and I have a bonus mother which I have never met. But I never thought that my almost average family is the real problem for me. As I say I grew up alone, so when there is a family affair I have to deal with it myself and alone, I can't expect help from anybody at all. Can anyone imagine what it is like to be stuck between arguing parents all alone and almost going crazy?